December 2011
The picture kept will remind me.
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Watching and listening to Kyle play the piano and whistle while he records. How does one whistle so in tune? I can’t even whistle to save my life. Love night time recording/music times. They are my favorite.
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Don’t call me daughter, not fit to. The picture kept will remind me.
– Pearl Jam
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Christmas...
eh
I can’t remember a single Christmas memory when my family was whole. When even in the middle of a terrible time we had each other and that was all that mattered. I cannot remember. I guess all that is locked away. Will I ever remember? I miss my memories. They are all locked away now. All I remember is the pain. I want to be happy again.
Sometimes I amaze myself...this is one of those...
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Please read: Due to a high amount of unused...
not taking a chance
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OH holy night....
My subconscious went crazy last night. Oh what insane dreams.
The first one was just very weird but kinda cool. I was a Victoria Secret Model….in show choir….and the OB was there.
The second was someone was framing my step mom for a crime and I had to solve it. Never solved it. Oops
Well then….
I am never sleeping past 12 again. Too many weird things. Too many.
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It’s hard to watch someone’s life fall apart and there is nothing you can do about it. I wish I could fix it. I wish I could make that terrible feeling in your stomach go away but I can’t. All I can do is sit here and let you feel my support. There’s nothing I can say or do. I’m sorry. Thought you all would beat the odds but maybe you will and maybe you won’t....
Things I should do today:
1. Finish my Christmas shopping
2. Do laundry
3. Look up books for next semester
4. Sell my old books
5. Clean my room
6. Play music
7. Shower
8. Go for a run
What I’m currently doing:
Sitting on my ass